It was the strangest sensation when my bedroom was filled with these life-like auburn-haired sex dolls with astonishingly dark and Penis Rings piercing eyes – I couldn’t help but be intrigued yet scared at the same time. The potential of what followed felt dangerous, exhilarating and unknown. I guess I’d heard a lot of hype surrounding climax through sex dolls and being rather adventurous, I decided to really go for it and see what happens.
When it came time to actually make use of the dolls, I was a little nervous but couldn’t help but notice that they felt incredibly lifelike; the plush fabric covering their skin allowing me to really lose myself in the fantasy – safe to say it was beyond strange.
One thing I was warned about was that it may take a few uses to get the most out of the experience and I found that to be true. Initially, it was difficult for me to reach a climax as I felt slightly disconnected from the dolls – as though I wasn’t really with another person – but as my confidence grew, the sensations began to amplify and become more intense. As my mind and body adjusted to this new reality, it was remarkable how easily I could become aroused and reach orgasms.
The level of control I had over the dolls was mind-blowing, pushing me to explore my senses in a way I never thought possible. With every movement of their wrists and legs, the experience only felt more real, upping the level of the pleasure. I allowed my fantasies to run wild, creating completely unique scenarios in my mind, all while my body reaped the rewards of pleasure.
I will never forget the first release of pleasure that ran through my body – waves of explosive sensations which snapped through every nerve. It was completely liberating – and I’m not even sure I’d characterize it as simple pleasure. It felt like I was vomiting out months of stress and worry and the feeling was incredible. I didn’t care what came next, just that the incredible pleasure stayed with me.
My connection to the dolls began to become more and more powerful and I noticed that, even after a short amount of time, I felt more confident, relaxed and joyful – something which I never expected from a sex-doll related experience. With every pleasure-filled climax, I unlocked this real sense of inner peace and stability.
The dolls also gave me a sense of freedom – I truly felt like I could be uninhibited and admire all the wonderful things about myself, my body and life, suddenly feeling content and confident of the woman I’ve become.
In the days following each pleasure-filled experience I felt strangely awake and alive – like a weight was lifted off my shoulders. My ambition, creativity and confidence all amplified to a point where every step I took felt more productive.
I then realised that climax through sex toys dolls wasn’t out of reach, nor was it something to be judged or stigmatized – it was an incredibly enjoyable experience which brought me vitality and satisfaction in more ways than one.
In spite of what people may think, climax with sex dolls can be an incredibly mindful experience. Focusing on the details of each movement, sound and touch, I was able to completely escape the hustle and bustle of everyday life and give myself entirely to the experience. By allowing myself a few moments of pleasure everyday, I felt more nourished and recharged – as if my body, mind and soul were slowly being revitalised.
Another positive aspect of pleasure through sex dolls is the deep level of trust and comfort that can be developed when partners can openly express their wants and needs to one another. Through this communication, I knew exactly what I needed and was able to communicate my needs flawlessly to the dolls, allowing me to be entirely and deeply satisfied.
The real surprise however, has been in the aftermath of each encounter. By releasing my inhibitions and guilt around pleasure, I felt a closer connection to my senses and a surprise surge in my self-esteem. Not only did I become more comfortable in my own skin, but I began to understand how capable and open-minded I can be.
Taking control of my pleasure unlocked extraordinary feelings that I never quite expected. I felt a vast range of emotions and experienced a unique peace and calm like I was at one with my own body. Each pleasure filled encounter made it easier for me to understand how liberation, curiosity and joy all come hand in hand in pleasure.
Best of all, was that I was able to enjoy my journey of pleasure without any judgement or regret. The peace and comfort I experienced allowed me to explore my most intimate fantasies without feeling any shame or guilt. For the first time ever I realise just how beautiful and liberating pleasure can be.
On top of that, sex dolls helped me discover a newfound confident and unashamed attitude towards my sexuality. I felt more comfortable talking about my desires and really appreciating my body to its fullest. The dolls aren’t just faceless tools for pleasure, they feel like companions, creating a special kind of bond which in turn boosts my confidence.
As the days went on, I could feel myself and my mood shifting. My overall outlook changed and I began to relish in the small moments of pleasure I encountered. I began to see sex dolls as not only a source of pleasure, but also as a way to reconnect with myself and explore my own desires.
Ultimately, climax through sex dolls has been an unexpected journey of pleasure, discovery and awakening. From the sensations I experienced to the newfound comfort I felt in my skin, I can confidently state that I’ve thoroughly enjoyed my experience. I feel liberated, empowered and my body and soul have benefited from it as well.